Monday, December 21, 2009
another failed attempt on sleeping early
Thursday, December 17, 2009
tips for climbers this christmas!
Monday, December 7, 2009
sunshine after the rain
Saturday, November 21, 2009
GREAT evening
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
GREAT morning
Friday, November 13, 2009
fun/random/spontaneous/organized/treasured find
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
The Flow
...we continue to climb not because we’re scared, but because the sport provides an experience of energized focus and full involvement. When you’re in the zone you feel spontaneous joy. Rapture washes your mind and doubt, anxiety and depression are banished. In a word, climbing is a perfect way to access what the Hungarian psychologist Mihaly Csikszentmihaly termed “flow.”
Heart surgeons, improvisational musicians, Formula One racecar drivers and climbers all report experiences of flow. According to Csikszentmihaly, flow is induced by activities with clear goals—that require a high degree of concentration, balance ability and challenge, and provide a sense of control...
Thursday, October 15, 2009
An exercise on spotting opportunities*
Try this for one day. Pull out a sheet of paper and create three columns. Call the first column “What happened.” Call the second column “What it means.” Call the third column “What else can I create out of this?”
See how many times you’ve limited your opportunities by coming to a conclusion way too soon about what it means to you, your customers and your business. More importantly, see how many new and interesting options and strategies you’ve come up with by simply taking the time to think it through.
Remind yourself that YOU are creating your future. Take the time to recognize what happened and what you made it mean. Then get to work on creating more profitable and powerful opportunities for your business.
Monday, August 24, 2009
lucky me!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
hope floats
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Good morning read. Some hopeful vibe...
Fine Line
By Alison Osius
From the Rock & Ice Tuesday Email Blast
I hurt my finger on Derek’s problem this spring. Then lately I got sick, I don’t know with what—it must have been swine-bird-Hong-Kong flu, ebola. It hung on for two enervating weeks.
So I wasn’t so sure when I went up Defenseless Betty, but with a toprope on it, what the heck.
I love that climb. A long 12a up an overlap and steep groove on a soaring wall at Rifle, it is consistently difficult all the way up. It also is, for me, the perfect gauge. If in reasonable shape, I am solid on it. I have done it many, many times. Unfit, I can fall anywhere and everywhere on the route.
Whenever I haven’t been climbing—whether for weeks or months—I think of resuming as a three-day process. The first day your muscles feel, overall, twangy, sustaining a fine shake. The climbing moves feel hesitant and separate. By day two, you are already much better. The twang subsides, you relax, and even feel a little flow. By day three, you’re OK. Not strong, but having fun. You have momentum again, and eagerness—wanting to try this or that climb, instead of being abashed.
My friend Hugh Herr used to call it “old muscles.” He meant that in the nicest way: When you’ve been climbing a long time, he’d say, it doesn’t take long to get it back. Something, anyway. Enough.
The best story is that of Jerry Moffatt, who blew out his elbows, underwent surgery, and then emerged from his long layoff to go bouldering with some other leading Brit climbers, Ben Moon and Ben Masterson, and was aghast to find he could not even do single moves they were linking. Poor Jerry, they thought. It must be terrible to be so shit.
“And two weeks later he was back burning us off!” (You can also find the incident in the memoir Revelations.)
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So last weekend was my second day out, or second day in some weeks. At day’s end, I hopped on the Betty, secretly hoping to eke it out, but I’d say I pretty much fell everywhere, because even at the places where I didn’t, I almost did. Anyway, I dropped off the crux a couple of times. Then remembered some beta and proceeded, but, now thrashed, hung again above.
As I dangled morosely, a movement just below startled me. Someone I knew, a friend actually, emerged leftwards around the corner into the groove 10 feet below on the same route.
He laughed and said words to the effect of, "Sorry, Alison, I didn't think you'd still be here."
Well, I am. So get your ass out of here.
He ducked back around to a rest. I bestirred myself and heaved grumpily to the chains.
But, really, when we flop, who cares but us?
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So I climbed a few more days, and then last week went away on vacation. Took my kids to see my family in Maryland, and then we journeyed with a dear friend, whom I have known since we were 14 and I was new at a school, to the Delaware shore. My friend has been quite sick and I had written asking to see her.
I had taken the week off work, she got the week off from chemo, and we all, plus a few more, stayed at another friend’s grandly funky old beach house. We talked on the sand in beautiful breezy weather, and ate peach pie. The thin calluses rolled off my fingertips in itchy strips, and I didn’t care a bit.
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I returned home on Friday, went climbing with another longtime friend on Sunday. It was a nice day, Tracy and I laughed a lot, and I got on another climb I try to do every year, figuring it was probably hopeless, but interested just because I really love that route. At the crux I realized I was still OK, and thought, “Why don’t you just do it?” and then clipped the anchors, ridiculously pleased. Which is silly. The line between doing and not doing is so fine. It is almost luck sometimes, or so I have always thought.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Will not, must not, ever again, procrastinate. Makes me feel like a criminal*
...Dont you tell me to deny it,
Ive done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins.
Ive come to you cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just dont know where I can begin.
What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against...
*Lines from "Criminal" by Fiona Apple
Sunday, July 5, 2009
ahhhh, it's good to be alive
this morning i woke up to a some very familiar body pains: pumped forearms, ripped skin, cracking shoulders, sore upper back muscles, tight abs.
then there were the not-so-familiar ones: extra sore lower back muscles, worn triceps, heavy and tired thighs, scratched legs, bruised hips and bruised palms.
let's climb and skate!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
"Small world"
It’s something I hear a lot -- especially as I am *ack* growing older -- and something I find myself (guiltily) saying too often.
But seeing these photos…how can I dare say it’s a “small world” now?
I wish I am always conscious of how gigantic and magnificent this world is. And even more, of how humble and extra assertive I should be, considering how miniscule a particle I am in the grand scheme of things.
Closer still to Sarychev Peak Volcano, pyroclastic flows can be seen tumbling down its slope (lighter clouds, bottom). Also visible is a closer view of the condensation cloud or "pileus", formed by the rapidly rising plume. (NASA/JSC) # [Google map]
The sun glints off Lake Poopó in Bolivia. Lake Poopó is a 1,000 sq km saline lake lying 3,686 meters above sea level. (NASA/JSC) # [Google map]
Lago Nansen, amongst the Andes Mountains in Argentina. (NASA/JSC) # [Google map]
Thanks to the astronauts orbiting the International Space Station for these amazing photos. Taken from The Big Picture, as seen from Good Magazine.
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Monday, June 22, 2009
thinking ahead vs. counting down
another case of glass half-full and half-empty. is this a good thing or a bad thing?
i realized that i automatically keep track of….
…number of minutes from office to buendia mrt, from buendia to east ave, from east ave to home
…number of minutes saved if I eat dinner in the car
…number of hours of sleep left if I sleep by this time
…number of tasks that need to be done before i call it a day
…number of tasks that i will not get to do for the day, and have to wait til tomorrow
…number of tasks i will still not get to do tomorrow, and have to wait til next week
…number of red flags in my mail server
…number of calls to be made
…number of nights left til the next presentation
…number of days left til the next paycheck
…number of weeks til the next vacation leave / long weekend
sigh. whatever happened to “it’s about the journey, not the destination?”
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
April 21, 2009, Zest Air Flight 838
To the Pilot and Cabin Crew of Zest Air Flight 838,
Thank you for a very memorable journey. You guys really made the most out of our P488 fare from Cebu to Manila. Imagine, we spent almost three whole hours in what was supposed to be just a 1-hour, 15-minute flight! How's that for maximizing air travel?
Do you remember how the trip went? No? Well let me refresh your memories…
We were supposed to depart from the Mactan International Airport at 09:45 AM. Unfortunately, our plane which was coming from Manila arrived late, so we had a 45-minute delay and departed Cebu past 10:30 AM.
After 45 minutes of flying from Cebu to Manila, the Pilot announced that we couldn’t land as the runways were full. Apparently, there was already a line, and we were a far 15th on the list. Groans already fell from passengers when this was announced, but there wasn’t really anything people could do but wait.
And wait the people did. A little too calmly for my taste, if you as me. We waited until the speakers finally cracked again, and pilot announced that since we were circling the air for 30 minutes, our fuel ran low and we would have to – wait for it – GO TO CLARK TO REFUEL.
Amazing, right?
Yes, my friends and I couldn’t believe our ears with this news. By that time, the whole flight had already experienced 1.5 hours worth of delay, and we were going to go through even more. And in you even made the bad news more impactful by washing your hands clean about the runway traffic saying “it’s not your fault” and that there was an “unannounced shutdown” of the terminal which resulted in the unexpected queue in landing. Bravo! You sure know how to add insult to injury.
And did you notice that the time was 12:30 PM when this was all happening? And you didn’t even offer to serve snacks or even an extra pack of Zest-O to your passengers who were forced to skip lunch because of the lapse in your service? Masters of service you are.
Going back to the story…So transfer to Clark we did. We landed. We refueled – all the while on our respective seats, restricted from all use of electronics. Remember how you didn’t make us get off the plane which I heard was supposed to be SOP? i.e., no refueling with passengers on board.
We were able to take off from Clark and land in Manila without any further hitch. But, it turns out, the journey wasn’t over. I know, silly me, I should've anticipated the extra surprises. There was more traffic on the runway, which added another 15 minutes of taxi-ing to the old Domestic Terminal.
In the Baggage Claim area, we spent another good 20 minutes or so, as the carousel where we were told to wait was spurting out baggage that belonged to a different flight. It was quite amusing, seeing hoards of people doing the cha-cha from one carousel to the other, trying to figure out by themselves on where the heck they can possibly get their bags.
Amidst it all, I heard on the speakers a terminal attendant calling the attention of “any Zest Air representative” to help them sort out the confusion with the baggage. Hmmm. Looks like your staff was MIA in its own terminal?
Yes, it was a memorable 3 hours indeed. It was packed with anxiety, stress, frustration and confusion – classic elements of an adventure. Except that, we missed out on the good parts. Truly a refreshing experience from Asia’s most refreshing airline.
I do not wish anyone else to go through this hassle, so I hope you will remember this experience and avoid from it happening again. If some delays or other “unannounced” occurrences are beyond your control, then please do something about what is within your control: That is, treating your passengers well.
Apologize. Don’t put the blame unto others (or at least, save yourselves from getting into that defensive position.) Inform passengers of what caused the delay. Keep them updated on what will happen next and how long these things will take. And for crying out loud, address the grumbling stomachs! This is not even going the extra mile. Doing something more than saying “sorry” is the bare minimum for being in a service industry.
Yours truly,
Ina
Sunday, March 29, 2009
The disappointment that was
(1) unang tingin pa lang, ang layo na. Nasan ang kulay ng tostadong pita?!
(2) pag hila ko nung first slice, pati ang beautiful colors ng tomato, cheese and chicken, non-existent. bland, bland.
(3) soggy all the way. yung tortilla chip sa loob makunat. yung keso malabnaw.
(4) matabang. nothing barbecue about it. kahit cheese matabang (parang watered-down nga...)
Yun lang. Nakaka disappoint lang.
Truth in advertising man lang
-- baka sablay lang dun sa branch na binilhan ko, at hindi naman kasing sama sa iba.
*sorry blurred, camera phone lang.
Monday, March 23, 2009
parting words from the paribas open
i enjoy reading interview transcripts. eeeek. this is probably the researcher in me....but anyway...just wanted to share some from the post-match interviews in the recently-concluded BMP Paribas Open where rafael nadal once again snatched the Men's Singles title.
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....wondering what roger means when he says his and andy murray's fitness levels are different, but he doesn't feel the "age factor"...
Q. It's four times now that you've played him at one set all and come away behind in three set matches. What makes the difference?
ROGER FEDERER: Fitness. I'm old. He's young, you know. Makes a huge difference. No, I mean, those are best of three set matches. I think in the last few matches I always felt Andy came on strong, as the match went on, you know. This time was different. I think I played well in the second. Forced the issue a bit more and then played a shocking third set. It was one of those matches where it was very up and down from both ends, and today the better player won.
Q. You brought up that you were old. Do you feel the age factor?
ROGER FEDERER: No, I don't.
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....one match at a time...admitting errors, but not getting stuck....always looking at the possibilities, not the potential upsets....minds of champions!!!
Q. I know you've answered this before, but why would you think winning the Grand Slam would be almost impossible, given that you've won Roland Garros four times and Wimbledon, the Australian on hard courts. You've won this twice. Is it because the year is so long, or are you just being modest that you think it's impossible for anybody?
RAFAEL NADAL: I gonna answer another time the same, no? I think when you start the tournament, you start from the first round. When I go to the tournament, I play first round and I don't know if I gonna win.
You never know what's going on in two months, in five months, in seven months. So it's very difficult to play during all the year at the same level, your best level.
Anyway, if I am playing at my best level, if Murray has a good day, he has a good chance to beat me or Federer or Djokovic or a lot of players.
So every tournament is really tough. And you are thinking a Grand Slam. Maybe it's tougher, too. Playing five sets maybe help a little bit the top players to have the better results because you have, well, more time.
But anyway, it's almost impossible. That's my feeling. I would love to have the Grand Slam. My feeling, is yeah, almost impossible.
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Q. Do you recall struggling that much with your backhand in a long time?
ROGER FEDERER: Ah, yeah, I have those moments quite frequently.
Q. How disappointed? Are you disappointed? What's the mood? What's the feel?
ROGER FEDERER: Two minutes after the match I don't know. You know, you're just like disappointed a bit, but it was a decent tournament. Not the greatest of all time, but it was all right.
I still had high hopes for today, so I have to look forward. Hopefully I'll play well in Miami.
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...lost in translation again! si rafa talaga nakakatawa....
Q. You seem to play every point as if it were an adventure, like something new and fun.
RAFAEL NADAL: I don't think so. (Laughter.)
No, no, no. I think I'm a serious player.
Q. I didn't mean you're not serious.
RAFAEL NADAL: No, I think my game is serious, like one time I go to the net. I think I play really similar points.
I try to have the control of the point with the forehand. That's the normal point on me. Serve, I have the control of the point on the forehand. Not one time go to the net, and another time, dropshot.
It's not like an adventure. That's my feeling. I don't know what you're saying.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Keep on pushing...
From ROCK & ICE'S ONLINE MAGAZINE....
SHARMA CRANKS YET ANOTHER 5.15
Yes, again. On February 20, Chris Sharma finished the first ascent of Demencia Senil (5.15a) in Margalef, Spain. Sharma has tucked another 5.15a and two 5.15b redpoints under his belt in the last year alone
Sharma has been climbing for 14 years, and that’s a very long time to be at the top of a brutal game. Shredded shoulders, rolled ankles, and snapped tendons have ended many a season. In a sport where mental tenacity is as important as muscle, the added pressure of sponsors, competition, and the climbing limelight have driven still more climbers off the radar. Sharma has been pushing himself for a dozen years and shows no signs of letting up.
His first route at his local gym, Pacific Edge, was a 5.10b. Not bad for a 12-year-old kid, but not hugely impressive. Two years later, he won Nationals in bouldering, and a year after that, he established the country’s first 5.14c, Necessary Evil in the Virgin River Gorge. His ticks since then are essentially a list of the hardest and most famous routes and problems in the world. The Mandala (V12), Realization (5.15a), Witness the Fitness (V15), Dreamcatcher (5.14d), Three Degrees of Separation (5.14d), La Rambla Direct (5.15a), Es Pontas (5.15a/b), Papichulo (5.15a), Jumbo Love (5.15b), Golpe de Estado (5.15b), and now Demencia Senil.
Currently living in Spain, putting up one hard sport route after another, Sharma’s newest line may be named after senile dementia, but judging from his performances in the last 12 months, old age is a very, very long way off.
Photo credit: Pete O'Donovan, from Daila Ojeda's blog
Monday, February 2, 2009
Eye openers from the Australian Open
Watching another Federer-Nadal match made me realize something: I'm predisposed to root for the underdog.
Ever since Nadal started becoming a threat to the Swiss champion, I've always cheered Nadal on, wanting him SO much to win simply because I wanted to see someone new on top. Federer has been breezing through the tournaments, majors
or not, and it would've been just refreshing to find someone else to receive the first prize. And I couldn't see anyone else more deserving of that glorious position than Nadal, given his improving performance match after match, year after year. He deserved to win with all his hard work!!!
But since Roger's loss on grass last year, the tables ha
ve turned. And in this Australian Open, I was whispering my prayers for Roger.
...
So it was another dramatic Federer-Nadal final.
I wouldn't say it was as epic as their Wimbledon encounter (none of those stupid rain delays!), but just as amazing nonetheless, simply because the
y are possibly the only two who can endure the long
est rallies and conjure the most out-of-this-world winners at the same time! And what made it quite a show was really the suspense, because you could never say who would seal each set. First set pa lang, they broke each other twice! Roger's serves kept giving him aces -- on the other hand, he had lots of double faults and missed f
irst serves as well! There were moments when Rafa's groundstrokes would consistently be long, causing him to lose point after point...only to find that Roger would later commit even more unforced errors.
Though the thought had been scratching at the back of my mind since Roger's loss in the 3rd set tiebreak, it was really only in the last set when I
finally recognized it and started to lose hope. Roger was just really unable to win the crucial points. He had A LOT of chances to break Nadal in the games leading up to the tiebreak, but Rafa was just relentless. Roger was superb in mixing up the shots and the plays -- and executed them really well! -- but Rafa always had that extra energy to run and hit back, much to Roger's surprise almost every time!
I was still hoping and praying in the final set...cou
nt on me to not give up...but what can I say? It seems the pressure has caught up Federer. And it was such a sorry sight. From the moment of loss to the awarding ceremony where he literally choked up and cried, I couldn't help but shed a few tears as well. I love Rafa and admire his discipline and still-accumulating-skill and believe that he deserves this win, but I can't help but feel deep sympathy for Roger.
Like I said, I'm predisposed to root for the under
dog. So even if the Greatest Players Of All Time were putting their bets behind Federer on this match, I've always felt that the mental/emotional battle is always the toughest, which was why I saw him as the one with the bigger disadvantage. Nadal had all the reason to be confident and empowered -- he had been winning all his recent matches and swimming in great reviews. Federer, on the other hand, had been struggling to reach the final rounds. Add to that the various pressures...Internally, he's af
ter the 14th grand slam title to tie Pete Sampras' record; he used to dominate Nadal on the hard court surface; he'd like to redeem himself in the same tournament where he first one a major grand slam. Externally, people can't pick any better opportunity for Federer to rise to the challenge given Nadal's "disadvantage" of being tired from the Verdasco semi-final, and Nadal's first time in the Australian Open finals.
It was hard not to feel for Roger. Especially sinc
e he is such a distinguished, calm man, never flinching in his game and interviews, no matter how daunting the challenges are. But I guess we all have are moments of weakness. When we can no longer pretend to be strong and together. And in times like these, we just have to let the moment be, and allow the people around us to comfort us and share their strength. Like Rafa so graciously and humbly said, "I really know how you feel. But remember -- you are one of the best players of the history and you
are going to improve the 14 of Sampras. It is always a pleasue to play you and best of luck for the rest of the year."
Now, it is just a matter of Roger believing in himself as much as others believe in him. Maybe, hopefully, that will make all the difference.
*Photos from http://www.australianopen.com/en_AU/index.html