Will not, must not, ever again, procrastinate. Makes me feel like a criminal*

...Dont you tell me to deny it,
Ive done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins.
Ive come to you cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just dont know where I can begin.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against...

*Lines from "Criminal" by Fiona Apple